The Buck Moon Brings Insight to Self-Actuation

This July, the Buck Moon guided tarot group set out to discover the root of personal power, successful self-communication, and the source of motivation toward the peak of summer.

In this spread, we studied the sources of our native power and strength, methods by which to communicate with our deeper selves, and the truth behind what we prioritize in our lives, and why.

A moon of power and integrity.

Named for the season of velvet in North America, the Buck Moon derives its meaning from deer symbolism. During the spring and summer months, North American deer will form a protective velvet coating on their antlers, a part of the natural process of antler growth. This growth process reaches its most impressive stages in the middle of summer; and in July, North American bucks stand tall beneath nature’s most impressive crown, the very picture of Cernunnos.

In terms of symbolism, the Buck Moon takes its notes from this impressive figure: the buck, with its velvet crown, represents courage and integrity, personal power, protection, and renewal.

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The spread that took no prisoners.

I took this symbolism to heart when creating this full moon spread, and I kept focus on personal power, self-communication, and reprioritization of our most important values. As usual, this seven-card spread packed its share of one-two punches, and we shared a few quiet moments of soft advice from one to another.

The first few cards of this spread focused on determining our individual sources power, and how we communicate that power to ourselves. I personally received a surprise Three of Hearts, but as I’m in a time of great transit, I expect that to quickly change. We discussed the ways in which our subconscious may try to communicate with us — such as unrestrained or uncontrolled emotions, physical sensations, or themes or ideas that just won’t leave our heads — and then moved forward into the realms of self-compassion.

Self-compassion is a tough trick for most, and so these cards provided quite a bit of useful — and very direct — advice. Most us discovered that self-compassion requires more mental clarity than we’d thought, and some discovered that self-compassion is only found when the expectations and comparisons of others are removed from view.

Two bucks using their sharp antlers to battle for resources.

We took a brief detour to discuss tarot as a psychological tool; not a method of discovering what will happen or why is the world the way it is, but instead a method by which to discover what’s already inside us — what we already know. When asking the cards for sources of strength, I pointed out that I had asked the cards not just for strength, but to give us ideas for strength we can use: a source or action that inspires us to reach for our own power, and to wield it like the force it is.

Of course, every spread I create inevitably hides its own landmines — and in this spread, that landmine was waiting for us in card position number five.

When asking the cards to help us determine what is most important in our individual lives — not what we think is most important, but what is — one of us received an explosion of three jumpers, and a direct refusal to answer the question at all.

This psychological tool, as a direct line to human subconsciousness, will sometimes respond unpredictably. This member of the meet was shocked to find that the cards they received hinted at earlier pulls in their own spread, and that the themes they’d received of emotions as a method of self-communication and a solid foundation of personal accountability weren’t suggestions, but demands.

When they pulled another card, looking for explanations, the deck threw Strength into their lap — a clear indication from their earlier pulls that they needed to focus on card position four.

They aren’t ready to make major life decisions yet.

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Finding the courage to change.

For another psychological trick, I added a very specific question toward the end of our spread:

what is key to finding the courage to change?

This powerful animal, with its deadly pointed crown, represents not just raw power, but true integrity. To that point, I wanted to ensure that the questions I asked in this spread represented that sense of honor and principle. Instead of asking outright for courage, or for change, I ensured that this question demanded that we, the querents, did the work of finding our own courage — something that cannot be handed out on a silver platter, but must be discovered within the self.

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In this spread, I asked not for answers, but for help to do our own work.

If this resonates with you, you’re already in the right place to utilize this spread.

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Event Recap: Imbolc Informational 2024

Transition, by Courtney Davis

February is almost here, which means we need to talk about Imbolc! This Pagan holiday retains a rich history and a richer modern practice. Attendees peppered the event with personal anecdotes and experiences, and throughout the afternoon, we discovered together that Pagan history is never truly lost.

Imbolc, a name which experts in Celtic linguistics suggest may mean “in the belly,” is celebrated between February 1st and February 3rd; although, as other linguists like Joseph Vendryes suggest, the holiday may once have been married to Roman Lupercalia, allowing practitioners to celebrate the holiday anywhere between February 1st and February 15th.

Celebrated in Ireland since the Neolithic era (as the Mound of the Hostages and other passage tombs can tell us), Imbolc’s name describes the end of winter, when food in Northern Europe and the Northern UK was scarce. With extraordinarily little left to grow, the people relied heavily on livestock to survive.

Luckily, livestock never lets us down: at the top of February comes the ewing season, when mother sheep begin to birth. With this birthing came sheep’s milk, a lifesaving food which the people used to make cheese, butter, and other calorically dense recipes that quite literally meant the difference between life and death.

Thus, this holiday remains a celebration of upcoming spring, birth, and the return of the light. However, adorable sheep aren’t the only respected figures of this holiday. I can’t mention Imbolc without mentioning the Lady of Holy Wells; the Goddess of Smithing; Divine Inspiration to the Filid: Brigid.

Goddess of light, inspiration, art and poetry, smithing, homemaking, fertility, and protection, Brigid stands as an excellent example of why I don’t argue with hearth goddesses: they’re as tough as they are clever. She’s the lady who stands beside people who hold knitting needles as certainly as they hold brass mallets, and I bet she would happily bury me. I love that.

Brigid, The Triple Goddess, by Courtney Davis

Although several attempts at Christian reconstruction (you can thank the British Empire) also created a fictitious saint by the same name, Brigid retains her sacred seat at the head of this table. Like many goddesses, she’s often conflated with other holy ladies of similar ilk; such as Minerva, Maman Brigitte, and Brigantes, the Arthurian sorceress who offered Merlin his magical visions. However, thanks to deep Irish history, Brigid’s qualities and purveyances remain as clear as the sunrise she brings.

Speaking of history and the modern era, did you know that in 2023, the Irish governing body declared Imbolc (or St. Brigid’s Day) a federally celebrated holiday? “The first Irish public holiday named after a woman” is the last of the four major sabbats considered a federal Irish holiday, and they take it very seriously. In recent years, Irish embassies have been hosting annual events around Imbolc to celebrate art by diasporic Irish women. Parades featuring Brídeógs and wrenboys have risen into raucous popularity in many parts of Ireland, Scotland, and England. And then there are the festivals.

The Imbolc International Music Festival

Check out the main page here.

For a great example of the cultural significance Imbolc holds on its people, check out this page for Dublin City.

No matter where I looked, I found Brigid’s festivals: monasteries holding annual celebrations to come into touch with nature; music festivals featuring female leads; speakers and entertainment from all parts of the globe; and of course, arts festivals everywhere, everywhere, everywhere.

However, the deeper I swam, the more of Brigid I found.

A diamond-set St. Brigid’s Cross from My Irish Jeweler

Well-known and well-represented: the Brigid’s Cross is a beloved symbol of Irish heritage.

Jewelers, metalworkers, mountmakers, artists, musicians;

Brigid’s name and likeness were everywhere I looked.

Jen Simons, a metalworker with Brigid Mountmaking, sets a statue.

Imbolc isn’t going anywhere. I love that too.

It was a relief to research a holiday with so much modern practice, but not everyone is so lucky. So, while we performed our usual discussions about symbolism, magical recipes, and other obvious magical practices, we also took a few minutes to talk about the broom closet.

As someone who grew up in that dusty little space, I want to be sure that all young witches know there are resources no matter where we look. In our hobbies, in our front yards, in admiring the sunrise, in creating art, in the clothes we wear; I promise Brigid can see it all. More importantly, so can you.

As usual, live attendees received their free booklet (my Black Angelica Salt and the Dandelion Fritters were the crowd favorites) and access to the presentation and bibliography.

I’m also sending out early download access to 45 minutes of Imbolc-inspired soundscape ambiences.

The rest of you will have to wait for Spotify!

I’m sure Brigid would be pleased to know that I walked away inspired, and I hope the rest of the attendees did too. Imbolc serves as a reminder that no matter how others may try to erase our heritage, Pagan history is long and winding, and we remember it well.

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If you missed this informational, have no fear! On March 16th we’re talking Ostara, one of the most visibly appropriated Pagan holidays on the wheel.

If you can’t wait to join the fun, check out Alice Reads on Twitch on February 10th. Or, come around on February 24th for Snow Moon Guided Tarot, one of our most popular get-togethers.

Check out the OCC Events page for more information. And, of course, make sure you’re signed up for the monthly newsletter to stay up-to-date.

Event Recap: New Year’s Group Tarot 2024

I like to say that group tarot is a little bit like group therapy: it's an amazing way to build community, spark deep discussions between strangers, and gain insight from other walks of life. Group tarot does have an added benefit, though, and it's a benefit I'd like to think is just as important: our tarot meets also provide an exceptional learning opportunity for those less familiar with a witch’s most well-known tool!

Last night, January 1st, 2024, a mixed group of OCC witches and other practitioners sat down to start the new year with an open mind and a sense of optimism. And how better to do that than the tarot?

We had an remarkable mix of practitioners for this event, ranging from witches with great experience, to practitioners who came to learn a new divinatory tool (so nice to meet you, Gracie!).

As we laid out our cards, it became quickly apparent that this spread hadn't come to play— through our laughing exasperation and playful callouts, we discovered that each of us received multiple major arcana, and such bold direction that one member even laughed that the tarot was "slapping her out of her slump". That same member managed to pull 6 major arcana (despite reshuffling twice). What can you do but laugh?

Seasons of Life, the spread I designed for this event, comes to us from our earth mother Gaia, who spent 2023 teaching me about transience. Her advice? To recognize that seasons of life come and go, and accept that this impermanence does not mean these seasons are insignificant. Rather, as Gaia tried to impress upon me, we should dive into these seasons of life headfirst and live each phase out to its fullest.

To create the spread, I focused on five recognizable phases in life: Release, Rest, Celebration, Work, and Play. For each phase I created a position; then, in a moment of inspiration, I doubled the spread to create a 10-card spread split into two groups of 5. Each larger group of 5 describes the positive and negative aspects of each phase. The full spread appears as below:

The first 5 cards (the Seasons of Living), represented the best of these phases. Together, we discussed the benefits of rest and release, supporting one another as we talked ourselves though the process; how to engage with play; the work we should be prepared to undertake; and the successes and celebrations 2024 will hold.

The Seasons of Discord brought to mind the difficulties we may each face in the upcoming year. We supported one another through tough discussions about why release is so hard, why balance between work and play is so very important for overall health, and how not to take the upsets and downbeats in life too seriously.

The news, I’m happy to report, was honest, but upbeat. I don’t think anyone expects a cakewalk 2024, but at least for the members of the Red Veil Lounge, it looks like the fruits of individual labors will finally come to a satisfying abundance. And, of course, now we know for sure we’re not alone.  

In a less serious moment, we then discovered that somehow, two of our members were using the very same deck. If you know how plentiful decks are these days, then you know how unlikely this is. Taking Gaia's advice, we took a moment to breathe and giggle toward the end of the meet.

Above are my own results from last night’s spread.

The deck we had in common was this one, the Moonlight Tarot by Dark Forest on Etsy.

If you’re looking for a gorgeous reward for fulfilling your New Year’s resolutions this year, I do adore this beautiful deck. Not a sponsor, just a charming piece of art.

We had some profound revelations last night. And, as I always hope will happen after those vulnerable moments, we each walked away with a deeper faith in the incredible support found in this community. In the end, we each ended the night with a plan for 2024, a greater clarity into our own self-expectations, and—at least, for me—a sense of hopefulness and excitement.

If you missed this event, have no fear: our next group tarot session will take place on February 24th in the Red Veil Lounge. Want to help us decide the spread’s focus? Hop into the discord here and let me know in the Tarot channel.

If tarot isn’t quite your style, the OCC is hosting an Imbolc informational on Saturday, January 27th. Join us at 1:30pm CST/2:30pm EST for celebration ideas, important Pagan history, and to learn about Brigid, goddess of prophecy and poetry. And, as always, live attendees will also receive an exclusive booklet detailing crafts, magics, recipes, and information for free.

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Event Recap: Hekate’s Night 2023

How do we bring our ancient practices into our modern world?

Are the ancient symbols appropriate for our changing culture? How are re-emerging Pagan and occult groups reclaiming our symbols - stolen by organized religions and political parties? And how do we pass our study onto our children as a practice—not as a system of belief?

Those, among other topics, were the difficult points of discussion for Hekate’s Night with the OCC.

We began with an educational slideshow about Hekate. Through Hekate’s lens, we examined traces from the 7th century through to the current era. I presented my facts: the unknown origins of her name, the futility of tracking her across Near Asia to the outer fringes of Greece, and the symbols we currently associate with her and other dark goddesses. Alongside archeological finds in terracotta, marble, and paint, we also studied textual sources such as the Hymn to Hekate in Hesiod’s Theogony, the Orphic Hymn to Hekate, and the Orphic Argonautica; and, of course, modern followers of the lady herself.

Turnout for the event was 100% - not a single person missing - and some our attendees shared their personal stories. The mood in the room was immaculate: respectful, actively listening, and engaged.

“In fall 2020, I was taking a shadow work course with my former coven, and part of the course was participating in one of the major rituals they call the 'Deathwalking Ritual of Release', [public information],” said @Aelin Lovelace during Stories of the Mother. “The ritual included the attendees being guided through a spirit journey to Hekate's Cave to present her with our offerings... where you sacrifice something to Hekate that no longer serves you. That night, I went to bed and fell asleep without suffering the paralyzing terror that was my nightly companion.”

This, says @Aelin, was the beginning of her long journey with this mysterious goddess. “I’ve sworn service to Hekate.”

I was equally excited to hear from our guest speaker for the night, who identifies herself online as @Mellie, her nickname. “My day job, I’m the Director of Leadership and Development [with my company], which just means I teach people how to transcend their limits and grow. Or in simpler words, I teach mundanes magick," said @Mellie. "I’ve taught magick for so many years, it’s hard for me not to talk about it.”

@Mellie described her initial meeting with Hekate, a story which Hekate asks is kept private at this time. She also described aspects of her experience as a modern witch in our segment Drawing Down the Moon.

“There are a lot of misconceptions about Hekate that were created specifically to disempower women from their own innate power. For example, by desexualizing Hekate and turning her into a Crone, or merely part of a triple moon triad. Completely a neopagan construct," @Mellie adds, "primarily put forth by men trying to organize a women’s mystery that they could not grasp themselves… viewing a woman only in terms of her sexual productivity and usefulness.”

““Maiden/mother/crone really does reduce women to ‘innocent and sexy/raising kids/aged speaker of wisdom’ as if that’s all we can do,” added @Lila Ofel Lilit, who runs her own discord for similar spiritual practices, The Night House. “Boxing up femininity into categories makes it less wild and untamed.””

“Maiden/mother/crone really does reduce women to ‘innocent and sexy/raising kids/aged speaker of wisdom’ as if that's all we can do,” added @Lila Ofel Lilit, who runs her own discord for similar spiritual practices, The Night House. “Boxing up femininity into categories makes it less wild and untamed.”

@Mellie agreed. “It’s a huge stumbling block now, especially with LGBTQ rights, gender identification, etc. Little do they realize that Hekate’s temple not only had eunuch priests, [but also] children, and men who dressed as women and performed women’s tasks.”

Drawing Down the Moon focused on re-establishing respect for our goddesses—and by extension, our women—in the modern era, and the talk became so engaged that I hated to cut it short. Look out for a self-contained session of Drawing Down the Moon in the coming months!

Took this at midnight, 6 hours in for us. Not enough coffee in the world for an early riser.

I had to cut the prior segment short because I had promised- pinkie out!- to share the ritual Hekate passed down to me on the weekend prior. With the Lady of the Crossroads herself in attendance, I’d hate to disappoint!

Hekate added a few anecdotes over the evening, but became most engaged with our Rise the Torch-bearers ritual segment and our final activity of the evening, Hekate’s Guided Tarot. Of course she did—she was the source!

The ritual, dictated to me in short, commanding sentences (and summarily left for me to explain in modern English), is available on the Red Veil discord. The tarot spread, which possesses such positions as “I am Hekate” and “The moon is my weakness (I hear her singing)”, is also available on the discord.

We shared a great deal of discussion about one another’s personal gnoses, knowledge about Hindu, Greek, and Pagan beliefs, and even—for a weird moment—a debate about the mathematical nature of triangles. With such a lively crowd, I’m not surprised so many of them stuck around past the end of the event to continue our guided tarot session.

Each member shared their spreads. Until midnight we pulled our cards and caught the jumpers, and one by one added our suggestions to one another’s draws. Of course, ladies like Hekate don’t pull punches; we offered one another comfort, too. Personally, I’m still chewing over my last draw, Temperance, and I will be for a while.

Finally, with the event happily extended by over an hour—with some people still popping in to join the fun—we put away our decks and said goodnight. Not before, of course, voting for me to host another guided tarot night sometime soon. Look out for that to appear on the Events page!

Those who attended the event live received my Hekate’s Night booklet: 26 pages of modern magics (like my homemade Hellbore Fire incense), basic spellwork practices (like my personal black salt recipe), crafts for those who may still be hiding in the broom closet, and even a couple delicious drinks to warm the soul. Attendees also received access to extra downloadable pages of family activities, worksheets for smaller children, and several pages of herb, powder, oil, and flower correspondences related to Hekate, Queen and Mother.

For those who would like access to the full bibliography and slideshows to the event, the Red Veil Lounge is open. Check the Hekate channel for online and PDF versions of the Theogony, Orphic Hymns, and Orphic Arognautica too!

If you’d like to join the Red Veil Lounge, the discord is available for all ages 18+. Just fill out the form to confirm your age.

Check out upcoming events on the Events page.